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Stupid for you
Marie Digby

It’s not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it’s you - that I want
I don’t care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don’t keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
Oh, oh stupid for you.. (Repeat)

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don’t think you’re getting the point
That it’s you - that I want
I don’t care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don’t keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why’s it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing’s there
And here I go just making the same mistakes…

I’ve fallen stupid for you..
oh, oh stupid for you..
oh, oh, oh, oh

hindi ako OK lately .. pero sa tingin ng iba i’m fine.. i’m doing great .. na everything seems to be normal .. pero HINDI .. i’m not myself these past few days .. Di ko lang pinapahalata sa iba .. i’m trying to show everyone na MASAYA ako .. parang ung song.. "I try to smile so the hurt won’t show.." Ngaun.. ayoko kasi na maapektuhn din ung mga tao sa paligid ko .. Pro before, nung mga times na may klase pa.. may nasasabihan ako ng problems ko .. dinadaan ko sa iyak .. pagtpos nun.. OK na.. magaang na ung feeling .. Pro ngaun kasi, wala kong masabihan ng nararamdaman ko.. tas wala na rin ung isang taong madalas ko sinasabihan ng probs. kaya eto.. sobrang stressed-out na ko .. haggard na maxado..

tanong lang ..  anong mafi-Feel mo kung sabihan ka ng ganito., "Manhid ka, makasarili .. swapang .. !!" .. Ansakit nun di ba .. lalu na kung ung nagsabi sau isa sa pinakamalapit na tao sau .. nung narinig ko yan.. nagpantig tenga ko.. parang pauli-ulit na yan lang ung narinig ko ..wla akong nagawa kundi umiyak .. umiyak ng umiyak .. hindi lang pala iyak .. hagulgol ..

grabe!! gusto ko lang sabihin na ni-minsan hindi ako naging makasarili .. ! hindi ako swapang! dahil kung anong meron ako.. shiniShare ko sa iba .. at mas lalong hindi ako manhid .. Kung alam nio lang kung anong pinagdadaanan ko.. kung alam nio lang kung gano kasakit ung nararamdaman ko…!!! Ikaw ang manhid hindi AKO! :’(

"I don’t love you
                Like I did
                            Yesterday"

WARNiNG:
This entry contains foul words.

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Sana lang mabasa ‘toh ng isang tao jan. Gusto ko lang sabihin sau na isa kang napakawlang kwentang nilalang. ‘tang-ina. ewan ko ba qng ba’t ko inaksaya ko ung panahon ko sau. shit ka. =’c sana naman naisip mo din kung ano ung nararamdaman ko ngaun! ganun lang pala kadali sayo un. wala. suko na ko. ayoko na.

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Sombeody
once asked me,
"How do you hold love?"
I answered,
"With your hands wide open, with
your heart ready to let go
and let the other grow. "
and that somebody asked,
"What if it hurts you?"
I smiled and said,
"Then it means you’re doing it
right."

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being
br0ken hearted
is like having a br0ken pair
0f ribs 0n d 0utsyd

it looks like  n0things wr0ng.
but every breath hurts!